It’s been a shitty week. Very shitty.
I’m trying to be positive but lately it’s been hard to find the good in anything. I feel like a piece of drift wood lost in the infinite ocean. Everyday I go through the motions and feel myself slowly crumble.
I feel far from my friends, my family, and myself.
It seems like the past three weeks have been nothing but pressure slamming me down and darkness pushing through my brain. Whether it’s things going on with family, feeling separated from my friends, currently being sick + that certain time of the month, not having a laptop for a few days causing work to pile up which involves me having to spend a lot of money to fix it, I can’t seem to catch a break.
I feel like I’m suffocating. I have so much on my plate and I’m trying to keep my head above the water.
I want a break.
Everyone I know is having or going to have a break while I still have two grueling months to push through.
Will I make it?
Can I make it?
We’ll see. All I can do is just breathe. Breathe, It’ll be worth it. Breathe.
“You are where you need to be. Just take a deep breath.”
― Lana Parrilla