My Mental Health and Me

Mental health awareness day was just a few days ago but it’s something we should take note of every day. Mental health has become extremely important the past years. It’s become a topic more people are really to talk about. I’m one of those. I know personally from being an anxious introverted pessimistic perfectionist. ThatContinue reading “My Mental Health and Me”

Reflection

I’ve been reflecting a lot this week. I’ve been looking back on all the mistakes I’ve made and people I’ve met. It’s left me in a confused state of mind. Not many people know that that’s how I’ve been feeling. I’ve been feeling sad and empty. It’s quite complicated to describe really. It’s been thisContinue reading “Reflection”

MAYday: The Month of Hell

The past few weeks have been extraneous. May has been a hell month for me. I find it quite funny calling it a hell month seeing how in high school May was always known has hell month since it was a month filled with AP testing. It’s been a stressful month with starting university, workingContinue reading “MAYday: The Month of Hell”

You Had A Bad Day…

Have you ever had a bad day? You wake up and nothing is goes right? I have a lot of those…a lot. Sometimes nothing goes right. I’ll be extra clumsy that day. I’ll spill my coffee, my papers will get trashed, laptop  frozen. I have a habit of bumping into everything and tripping…on flat surfaces.Continue reading “You Had A Bad Day…”

Thank You

Beautiful melodies play as your voice calls out to me I begin to memorize the way your eyes light up How your smile warms my heart You cock you head and stare in amazement Beautiful melodies play as your voice calls out to me I reach for your hand but your to far away SoContinue reading “Thank You”

Lost

My head is heavy My eyes are swollen My body aches Everything hurts And yet I feel nothing I’ve become numb to the world The sun breaks through my window and I hide further under my covers I want to hide from the world, from myself I hear voices beckoning me to return The painContinue reading “Lost”

Dark

Darkness entices you with its tongue It’s words whisper demonic words It tries to cloud your mind It covers you in its dark cloud You try to push it away You try to fight back Scream, cry, kick But it keeps coming back It wants more You know you shouldn’t feel this way This lonelinessContinue reading “Dark”